Today is exactly 30 days after Bapak passed. How are you up there Bapak? I hope it’s peaceful. You are great at making friends so I guess you are not lonely, aren’t you? You were also the one who love making jokes and everybody would laugh really hard. They say God only takes the best people first.

I will forever remember me being at Bapak’s funeral on sunny Monday morning with the sun shining so bright yet feeling so terrible. Time wasn’t on my side. Now everytime I look at the clear blue sky I will always thinking that maybe you’re there.